Leap into shade

I wore myself: the usual fix
Walked into the game with my nails in pink
Behind your eyes again a nix
I look at my self now I’m out of sync

Hard not to perceive in black and white
When this whole world is waiting to smite
Am I the only god around?
Or is someone hatching underground

And it feels like a desert grew
And I’m just a pilgrim walking nude
And it seems like I fell for you
And life’s restarted my cruelest loop

I always thought I didn’t fit
I tried my best to make the list
Igniting the world with my hair dyed pink
Finished by learning we are all star lit

And it feels like a desert grew
And I’m just a pilgrim walking nude
And it seems like a fell for you
And life’s restarted my cruelest loop

I’ll dissolve into space
Giving up this whole charade
I’ll wake up into grace
Out of this race, leap into shade.
Into shade

Mishima’s Angel

Tonight, an Angel came down, spied on your bay, with your eyes obsessed, its wings it must slay. Exiled from al light, it never thought it would cry, its water melting away, the sparks of blue moon.

Forget subtle flight remember his bite forget from where you came remember his name fly away, fly away, fly away the risk of love is far too much to bear 

Tonight, an Angel fixed on your scent, collapsed against your walls, Its frame seduced and bent, drifts through your wrists, a warm world inside, sinking towards your depths. A bestial laissez faire, smiling as it cuts, all questions swept aside: biting into play, playing into blood, sweating into life…

Fly away, fly away, fly away the risk of love is far too much too bear